FoRsAkEnKiD’s Blog

This blog is now really dusty.
Its been a while since i touched this one.
So since i am on a hiatus, I officially declare this blog as DEAD.
This blog will probably get deleted and be replaced with another one. With another layout perhaps, or with another theme, whatever.

I worked for about a month pimping this one, so i have mixed emotions on this decision to wipe this blog clean.

But i can replace this with a new [better] one anyway, so its just fine.

Bye bye beautiful. Scream sayonara.
R.I.P.

Maximum the Hormone is:
- Maximum the Ryo (マキシマムザ亮君, Ryo Kawakita?) - Guitars/Vocals
- Daisuke (ダイスケはん, Daisuke Tsuda?) - Vocals
- Nawo (ナヲ, Nawo Kawakita?) - Drums/Vocals
- Ue-chan (上ちゃん, Futoshi Uehara?) - Bass Guitar

Official site (Japanese): http://www.55mth.com/

Maximum
the Hormone live up to their name, a full-on punk band with feral,
provocative music. Maximum the Hormone was formed in 1998 in the
suburbs of Tokyo. The group currently consists of Ryo-kun on guitar,
Daisuke-han on screaming vocals, Ue-cyan on bass, and Nao on drums and
vocals.

Nao, the younger sister of Ryo, plays the drums adroitly
and ferociously despite her petite size, and her high voice adds a
distinct contrast to the bellows of the front men.

Their bass
player Ue is also an exceptional musician, and says he is most
influenced by Flea of the Red Hot Chili Peppers. His bass style (and
his hair), if influenced by Flea, is so only in that it is wild yet
solidly cool.

However Maximum the Hormone does not play to show
off their chops; they seem more bent on venting their feelings and
having a good time.

Ryo is the group’s main songwriter, and he
lists as amongst his inspirations System Of A Down, the Ramones, Mike
Patton, NOFX, Suicidal Tendencies and Snot.

Maximum the
Hormone’s debut mini-album Ootori was released in February 2001 on the
indie label Sky Records, owned and operated by fellow punk rockers
Nicotine, their friends and family. This early configuration of the
band often sang in English, but after some lineup changes they became
more Japanese oriented, and adopted their famous katakana (Japanese
lettering) logo.

While singing mostly in Japanese, their lyrics
tend to be lewd, ridiculous and do not in an obvious way make sense.
Maximum music is punk based, but also includes funk and other
influences, with their mainstays being high energy performances and
humor. The band furthered their reputation playing a rambunctious set
in August 2006 at the Summer Sonic festival’s beach stage, and today
rank as one of Japan’s best punk bands.

 

Other signs that they
were reaching a larger audience include their music being used as the
ending theme of the animation Akagi and a Portuguese language fansite.
In 2007 the band’s career took off in a big way, with their supplying
the opening and closing themes (“What’s up, people?” and “Zetsubon
Billy” respectively) for the popular animation Death Note.
Their album, Bu Iki Kaesu, which contains these songs, debuted at #5 in
Oricon, and sold a not too shabby 70,000 CD’s in the first week of
release, by far their biggest sales to date.
– Nippop.com

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Since
i heard their two Opening and Ending songs for the Death Note anime, I
fell in love with the band. This is my dream band actually. They have
everything i want — A screamo main vocalist, a kick-arse guitarist
that also has a kick-arse voice, a Flea-infested slapbassist, a
drummer-girl who can beat the drums like crazy, a
punkrock-slash-metal-slash-hardcore-slash-funk-slash-comedy all in one
for the sound they produce. And they really do know how to have some
fun with their music, especially during their live performances.

Here are some of their videos:
– Koi No Mega Lova (http://youtube.com/watch?v=FC5r7GLGeuQ)
This is my favorite  . Dance party into a mosh pit.

– Rock And Roll Chainsaw [Live] (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNecfsYqbk4)
"Blood, blood, blood, love, rock and roll chainsaw!  "

– Zetsubou Billy (http://youtube.com/watch?v=Km1×8BocDCs)
The 2nd Ending theme of Death Note. Also one of my favorites.

For more of their videos, you can go to YouTube and do a search there.

Maximum the Hormone!!! \m/,(O_o).\m/

EDIT: I recently made a Friendster Group for Maximum The Hormone.

Want to download Flah games from sites like ToxicFlash.com, Funcave.com, MiniClip.com, NewGrounds.com, etc?

Well, here’s a mini tutorial for that (note: You need to use Mozilla Firefox for this tutorial).

1. Install this Mozilla FireFox Extension: Download Embedded. Restart FireFox after finished installing.

2. Now try going to a site that offers free flash games, for example, let’s go to ToxicFlash. Let’s choose a game, say PC Breakdown. On the bottom-right corner of your FireFox browser, you should be able to see a red arrow. Click on the arrow, choose View Embedded Items. Now you’ll be able to download the flash game (.swf file). Save it anywhere on your PC.

3. The SWF file is not playable yet. You need to convert it into an EXE file so that it can be played. So download and install this free SWF to EXE Converter. I think you’ll be able to figure out how to use the converter on your own. Its easy to use.

credits:
- Download Embedded 0.5 by Andrew Ruder
- Free Flash to Exe Converter by ABC Amber Softwares

Originally posted at FriendsterTalk Tech Corner.

Typecast is:
Steve Badiola | Guitars; Vocals
Melvin Macatiag | Drums
Chi Resurreccion | Bass
Frank Fletchero | Guitars

MySpace Account: http://myspace.com/typecast
PureVolume: http://purevolume.com/typecastlaguna

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A thousand train of thoughts.. .
Countless emotions.. .
Intricately put into words.. .

Perfected
with a synthesis of hard-driven guitars and a more grief-stricken
vocals comes the much awaited new album – “Every Moss and Cobweb”.
With
12 tracks of brutally honest and heartfelt sentiments about love and
life as you know it. This new album with the first single “Will you
ever Learn” will take you to a journey of how one’s mind can imitate a
reflection of doubt and uncertainty and what you can do about it once
you notice you’re a step away from it.
That’s what this album is all
about, we encountered so many downfalls and mistakes along the way. ..
This is our way of making up for all those unwanted situations that we
did in the past, somehow we want to prove how sorry we are and right
now we will make it sure that we’ve learned from our mistakes which
everyone can be prone to.. .

Borrowing their name from one of
Snapcase’s famed releases, TYPECAST is now one of the most awaited
newcomers in the small-scaled indie music scene of the Philippines.
With an overwhelming set of performances for every show, the band is
now creating widespread recognition among the crowds that come to watch
this trio on stage, consuming all the heart-felt words of whispers and
screams with wide arrays of contrast octave riffs that are totally
melodic in such a way that they have been labeled as an emo band from
the underground rock scene in the province of Laguna. In a masked kind
of fulfillment, after years of playing since they were formed back in
the latter weeks of December of 1999, the band plays with an urge of
consistency of medium paced set of moods.

Influenced by foreign
bands such as: Armor for Sleep | Further Seems Forever | Atreyu |
Dashboard Confessional | Saosin | Appleseedcast | Shai Hulud | Thrice |
Copeland | Brandston | The Get Up Kids | Deftones | Slowride | Coheed
and Cambria | Alkaline Trio | Fugazi etc., the band’s sudden interest
in performing live is one of the reasons why they’ve been stable for
quite sometime now. Typecast’s sound has become famous for its honest
lyrics which are derived from real-life experiences. Steve, the band’s
main song writer, triggers the most violent and hurtful yet
conscientious set of songs, every show with a pounding beat of drumming
coming from Melvin, who hits the drums like it owes him money, which is
then concluded by low keys of bass that come from the mild fingers of
Chi. The coalition of these guys is what makes the crowd get on their
feet and absorb the music; whether outdoors or inside venues filled
with eye-tearing smoke or singing along to every line as though their
hearts were outside their shirts and shredding it to pieces with
experiences of break-ups and disastrous relationships.
(more of the infos here: http://www.typecastmusic.org/everymossa … /main.html)

..im really starting to like this band. the quality of the music they
make is outstanding, compared to the new wave of other Filipino rock
bands imho. Steve’s voice is very similar to the voice of Dashboard Confessional’s vocalist Chris Carrabba  .

here’re some of their recent music videos (from YouTube.com):

Will You Ever Learn : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mOeCBzgPq6s

So what’s the point in all of this?
When you will never change
The days have past
The weather’s changed
Should I be sorry? Could I be sorry?
I did it all for you
Hoping you would see
Your eyes are dull, your hands are clenched
Are we ready?
But you think about yourself
Only but yourself
But what about…
Un-lonely nights, romantic moments
The love
What about them
Throw it all away
You know me well
You know it’s wrong
Then what is it you feel?
You hide behind those perfect smiles
It won’t fool me because you already did
But you think about yourself
Only but yourself
But what about…
Un-lonely nights, romantic moments
The love
What about them
Throw it all away
The perfect dates, the sweetest kisses

Boston Drama : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyMyY_mNuA0

Standard pick-up lines that seems to wreck your bones
Can this be a sequel of my dying hope?
Chasing down a never ending make-believe
But you’re a perfect match of consistency
Will you come back in a heartbeat?
Don’t be confused of what a great thing we could be
We’ll take a walk on the same street
Can you tell me how Boston is like without me?
You’re image is stamp beneath the insides of my heart
Now you’re gone I don’t know where to start
The evidence is showing like a stable apprehension
But you’re the only one who’s apt for this affection

\m/,

Here’s one of the easiest ways to download YouTube Videos. This
tutorial will teach you how to use the online video conversion service
of a site called Vixy.net (http://vixy.net).

 

What you need:
-> No external sofwares to download. All you need is your internet browser.

What to do:
1. Go to YouTube.com and serach for the video you wish to download.

2. Get the video’s url:

3. Now go to Vixy.net. Paste the YouTube vid’s url to the textarea:

4. Below the textarea is a dropdown menu that looks like this:

Select the avi for Windows
if you want the converted video to be playable in your PC, since a .avi
video file is playable in almost all Media Players. You can also select
the other options to your liking. You can also choose to download the
audio part only to get an instant mp3 from the vid.

5. After selecting your options, just press the Start
button to begin the video grabbing/conversion process. If ever you
receive an error message after pressing the Start button, just ignore
it and press Cancel, then press the Start button again. Repeat that
process until you get something that looks like this:

6. Wait for the process to finish (might take a couple of minutes), until you have this:

Just click on the download link, and viola! You have just begun downloading your favorite YouTube video.   

 

Pro’s:
-> it takes a lesser time to do the process of grabbing and converting the videos, since its done simultaneously.
-> average video file size for a 3 minute video is about 5-9 megabytes.
-> the quality of the downloaded video is left intact (sometimes its even better).
Con’s:
-> the site is still on beta stage, so some bugs and annoying error messages might get in your way at times.
->
the size of the downloaded video is just about the size of the vid from
YouTube, so its quite small. but you can always get a video converter
and re-convert it into a larger one.

Happy Downloading!     

Originally Posted @ FriendsterTalk Forums (Tech Corner)

Dear Blog,

damn  . poor blog. this is the first time i touched you again after more than a month. no updates. no new posts. no new add ons.

gomenasai. 

it
is quite obvious that a lot of things have happened since then, and i
havent been able to give a time for your improvement. all because of my
life’s forever companion–busyness.

truly, busyness had broke me. but then again, business had also helped me put back pieces. it had been proved. 

now
all i ask is for you to hold on, please wait for me a little more. yes
of course i know you will never leave. i just wanted you to know that i
still think of you inspite of all these in my hands.

i promise, i will try to make it up with you. i ask your for your patience.

With love.

ive just been browsing random friendster profiles just now, and out of
10 profiles i saw, 8 of them had YouTube videos on their media
sections. the bad part of it, those who had videos on their pages had a
long column of about 5-7 different videos, which is kind of annoying,
cuz the long list of those videos took up much space on the page. it
also kind of makes the loading of the profile page to be laggish since
those videos are flash objects and all of them loading together makes
your profile to load in about 48 years.  heheh.

 

those
were the reasons why i decided to make this tutorial about a YouTube
Video Playlist. this is just very easy to make actually.

 

1) sign up for an account in YouTube

 

2) once u got your account, search for a video. go to that video’s viewing page.

 

3) below the ’screen’ of that video, look for the link ‘Save to Favorites’. click it.

 

4)
now you will see a dropdown menu that says "Add Video to a Playlist".
click the dropdown menu and select [New Playlist]. click ok.

 

5)
now you will be brought to a Create/Edit Playlist page. enter a any
name for your playlist, put something on the description, blah blah
blah. when you’re done, click the ‘Save Playlist Info’ button on the
bottom. Video Added! 

 

6)
now you have your own playlist. of course you would like to add another
video. so now search again for a video just like what you did before.
look for the ‘Save to Favorites’ link again below the video screen.
then to the "Add Video to a Playlist" dropdown menu, choose to add the
current video to your newly created playlist. click ok. dont worry if
you dont see any confirmation that the current video has been
succesfully added, cuz surely, it has been added to the playlist. 

 

7) if you want to add another video, just repeat the process of adding videos to the playlist again.

 

so now we might like to have the codes to embed our newly created
playlist on our pages. now go to the top most navigation of YouTube and
click ‘My Account’. on the ‘Videos’ box, click on ‘Playlists’.

 

9)
whops! now we see the playlist we made. we can arrange its order, edit
the descriptions, remove some videos if we dont want them, etc.

 

10) now look at the topright part of the page. see the ‘Embed’ codes there? yup, there they are. the codes we need
to embed our playlist. just copy and paste them to your media section
if you’re using css or put it any where you want if you’re using
overlay. you can set the width and height of the playlist if you want.

 

that’s it. thats all you have to do to have a YouTube Video Playlist. here’s a sample:

see, it really saves space, compared to having to embed videos one by one. and its kinda kewl too. heheh.   

 

post some questions and clarifications here. just tell me if the instructions were not that clear for you.

 

i hope this helps.

 

*also posted at the Friendster Tricks and Tutorials section of FriendsterTalk.com*

I recently added the 3 tracks of MCR’s "Famous Last Words" mini album on my playlist. here are the lyrics of the three songs:
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My Way Home Is Through You

Gonna take off all my skin,
Tear apart all of my insides,
When they rifle in,
Mom and Dad think you’ll be saved,
They never had the time,
They gonna medicate your lives,
You were always born a crime,
We salute you in your grave.

Can’t find my way home,
But it’s through you and I know,
What I’d do just to get back in her arms,
Can’t find my way home,
But its through you and I know,
What I’d do just to get back in her arms.

[Spoken in background]
(I have markers,
seven different shades of shit,
So what’s your favorite color, punk?)

Do you wanna hold my hand?
Could you sign this photograph,
Cause I’m your biggest fan,
Would you leave me lying here?

We’re not here to pay a compliment,
Or sing about the government,
Oxycontin genocide,
Adolescent suicide,
I’ll give you my sincerity,
Don’t give a fuck about a Kennedy,
Here’s what I’ve got to say.

Can’t find my way home,
But its through you and I know,
What I’d do just to get back in her arms,
Can’t find my way home,
But its through you and I know,
What I’d do just to get back in her arms.

No way home why
[x4]
We’ve got to go
[x7 at same time as "No way home why"]

Can’t find my way home,
But its through you and I know,
What I’d do just to get back in her arms,
Can’t find my way home,
But its through you and I know,
What I’d do just to get back, well, in her arms.

I can’t find the way
[x6]

Come on angel, don’t you cry
[x4]

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Kill All Your Friends

Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what’re you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain’t through with you.

‘Cause we are all a bunch of liars.
Tell me, baby, who do you wanna be?
And we are all about to sell it,
‘Cause it’s tragic with a capital T.
Let it be, Let it be, Let it be!

‘Cause we all wanna party when the funeral ends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
It’s been eight bitter years since I’ve been seeing your face.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And you’re walking away, and I will die in this place.

Sometimes you scrape and sink so low,
I’m shocked at what you’re capable of.
And if this is a coronation,
I ain’t feeling the love.

‘Cause we are all a bunch of animals
That never paid attention in school.
So tell me all about your problems;
I was killing before killing was cool.
You’re so cool, You’re so cool, So cool!

‘Cause we all wanna party when a funeral ends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
It’s been nine bitter years since I’ve been seeing your face.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And you’re walking away, and I will die in this place.

You’ll never take me alive.
You’ll never take me alive.
Do what it takes to survive,
‘Cause I’m still here.
You’ll never get me alive.
You’ll never take me alive.
Do what it takes to survive,
And I’m still here.
You’ll never take me alive.
You’ll never get me alive.
Do what it takes to survive,
And I’m still here.
You’ll never get me.
(Still here!)
You’ll never take me.
(Still here!)
You’ll never get me alive.

‘Cause we all wanna party when a funeral ends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
It’s been ten fucking years since I’ve been seeing
Your face ’round here.
And you’re walking away, and I will drown in the fear.

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Heaven Help Us

Hear the sound
The angels come screaming
Down your voice
I hear you’ve been bleeding

Make your choice
They say you’ve been pleading
Someone save us

Heaven help us now
Come crashing down
We’ll hear the sound
As you’re falling down

I’m at this old hotel
But can’t tell if I’ve been breathing or sleeping
Or screaming or waiting for the man to call
And maybe all of the above
Cause mostly I’ve been sprawled on these cathedral steps
While spitting out the blood and screaming
"Someone save us!"

Heaven help us now
Come crashing down
We’ll hear the sound
As you’re falling down

And will you pray for me?
Or make a saint of me?
And will you lay for me?
Or make a saint of?

Cause I’ll give you all the nails you need
Cover me in gasoline
Wipe away those tears of blood again
And the punchline to the joke is asking
Someone save us

Heaven help us now
Come crashing down
We’ll hear the sound
As you fall

And would you pray for me?
(You don’t know a thing about my sins
How the misery begins)
Or make a saint of me?
(You don’t know
So I’m burning, I’m burning)
And will you lay for me?
(You don’t know a thing about my sins
How the misery begins)
Or make a saint?
(You don’t know
Cause I’m burning, I’m burning)

Cause I’ll give you all the nails you need
(I’m burning, I’m burning again)
Cover me in gasoline again

Since this blogpage is obviously inspired by MCR’s "The Black Parade" album, i might as well provide the lyrics the album’s contents…

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The songs are sorted according to the original track listing of the album. I suggest you press Ctrl+F to do the searching of the songs’ lyrics below…

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"The End"

Now come one come all to this tragic affair
Wipe off that makeup, what’s in is despair
So throw on the black dress, mix in with the lot
You might wake up and notice you’re someone you’re not

If you look in the mirror and don’t like what you see
You can find out firsthand what it’s like to be me
So gather ’round piggies and kiss this goodbye
I’d encourage your smiles I’ll expect you won’t cry

Another contusion, my funeral jag
Here’s my resignation, I’ll serve it in drag
You’ve got front row seats to the penitence ball
When I grow up I want to be nothing at all!

I said yeah, yeah!
I said yeah, yeah!

C’mon C’mon C’mon I said
(Save me!) Get me the hell out of here
(Save me!) Too young to die and my dear
(You can’t!) If you can hear me just walk away and
(Take me!)

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"Dead!"

Yeah!

And if your heart stops beating
I’ll be here wondering
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you get to heaven
I’ll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won’t wait
Then your heart can’t take this

Have you heard the news that you’re dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway
Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn’t it be grand? It ain’t exactly what you planned.
And wouldn’t it be great If we were dead?
Ohh dead.

Tongue-tied and oh so squeamish
You never fell in love
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you* get to heaven
I’ll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won’t wait
Then your heart can’t take this

Have you heard the news that you’re dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway
Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn’t it be grand to take a pistol by the hand?
And wouldn’t it be great if we were dead?

And in my honest observation
During this operation
Found a complication in your heart
So long, ‘Cause now you’ve got (now you’ve got)
Maybe just two weeks to live
Is that the most the both of you can give?

One, two, one two three four!

LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!
Well come on,
LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!
Oh motherfucker,

If life ain’t just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why are we laughing? (LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
If life ain’t just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why are we laughing?
If life ain’t just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why are we laughing? (LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
If life ain’t just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why am I dead?
DEAD!

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"This Is How I Disappear"

GO!

To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight this dark night,
A séance down below.
There’re things that I have done,
You never should ever know!

And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me,
Tell me if it’s so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows

That without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I’d choke on figure out.
I’m really not so with you anymore.
I’m just a ghost,
So I can’t hurt you anymore,
So I can’t hurt you anymore.

And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, fuck!
So, you can, well now so, you can
I’m so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.

And without you is how I disappear,
And without you is how I disappear,
Whoa whoa… (And without you is how I disappear)
Whoa whoa… (And without you… is how, is how, is how…)
Forever, forever now!

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"The Sharpest Lives"

Well it rains and it pours
When you’re out on your own
If I crash on the couch
Can I sleep in my clothes?
‘Cause I’ve spent the night dancing
I’m drunk, I suppose
If it looks like I’m laughing
I’m really just asking to leave

This alone, you’re in time for the show
You’re the one that I need
I’m the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose
‘Cause I love all the poison
Away with the boys in the band

I’ve really been on a bender and it shows
So why don’t you blow me a kiss before she goes?

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

There’s a place in the dark where the animals go
You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow
Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands
Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo

I’ve really been on a bender and it shows
So why don’t you blow me a kiss before she goes?

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
[x2]

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"Welcome To The Black Parade"

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non-believers,
the plans that they have made?"
"Because one day I’ll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join The Black Parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she’s watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
And when you’re gone we want you all to know.

We’ll carry on,
We’ll carry on
And though you’re dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We’ll carry on
And in my heart I can’t contain it
The anthem won’t explain it.

A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Let’s shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call

To carry on
We’ll carry on
And though you’re dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We’ll carry on
And though you’re broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all

Do or die, you’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you’ll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part
I won’t explain or say I’m sorry
I’m unashamed, I’m gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
Listen here, because it’s who we are
I’m just a man, I’m not a hero
Just a boy, who had to sing this song
I’m just a man, I’m not a hero
I! don’t! care!

We’ll carry on
We’ll carry on
And though you’re dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We’ll carry on
And though you’re broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on

Do or die, you’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you’ll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part (We’ll carry on)

Do or die, you’ll never make me (We’ll carry on)
Because the world will never take my heart (We’ll carry on)
Go and try, you’ll never break me (We’ll carry)
We want it all, we wanna play this part (We’ll carry on)

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"I Don’t Love You"

Well, when you go
Don’t ever think I’ll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I’ll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You’re still the good-for-nothing I don’t know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don’t love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It’s where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar’s just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don’t love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

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"House Of Wolves"

Well, I know a thing about contrition,
Because I got enough to spare.
And I’ll be granting your permission,
‘Cause you haven’t got a prayer.
Well I said hey, hey hallelujah,
I’m gonna come on sing the praise.
And let the spirit come on through ya,
We got innocence for days!

Well, I think I’m gonna burn in hell,
Everybody burn the house right down.

And say, ha
What I wanna say
Tell me I’m an angel,
Take this to my grave.
Tell me I’m a bad man,
Kick me like a stray.
Tell me I’m an angel,
Take this to my grave.

(S-I-N, I S-I-N
S-I-N, I S-I-N
S-I-N, I S-I-N
S-I-N, I S-I-N)

You play ring around the ambulance,
Well like you never gave a care.
So get the choir boys around you,
It’s a compliment, I swear.
And I said, ashes to ashes, we all fall down,
I wanna hear you sing the praise,
I said, ashes to ashes, we all fall down,
We got innocence for days!

Well, I think I’m gonna burn in hell,
Everybody burn the house right down.

And say, ha
What I wanna say
Tell me I’m an angel,
Take this to my grave.
Tell me I’m a bad man,
Kick me like a stray.
Tell me I’m an angel,
Take this to my grave.

You better run like the devil,
‘Cause they’re never gonna leave you alone!
You better hide up in the alley,
‘Cause they’re never gonna find you a home!
And as the blood runs down the walls,
You see me creepin’ up these halls.
I’ve been a bad motherfucker
Tell your sister I’m another
Go! Go! Go!

And I said, say,
What I wanna say
Tell me I’m an angel,
Take this to my grave.
Tell me I’m a bad man,
Kick me like a stray.
Tell me I’m an angel,
Take this to my grave.

Tell me I’m a bad, bad, bad, bad man.
Tell me I’m a bad, bad, bad, bad man.
Tell me I’m a bad, bad, bad, bad man.
Tell me I’m a bad, bad, bad, bad man.
So get up!
So get out!
S-I-N, I S-I-N!

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"Cancer"

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water ’cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
‘Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,
‘Cause I’m awful just to see
‘Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I’m just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain’t living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I’d ask you to be true (cause I’d ask you to be true)

‘Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
‘Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

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"Mama"

Mama, we all go to hell.
Mama, we all go to hell.
I’m writing this letter and wishing you well,
Mama, we all go to hell.

Oh, well, now,
Mama, we’re all gonna die.
Mama, we’re all gonna die.
Stop asking me questions, I’d hate to see you cry,
Mama, we’re all gonna die.

And when we go don’t blame us, yeah.
We’ll let the fires just bathe us, yeah.
You made us, oh, so famous.
We’ll never let you go.
And when you go don’t return to me my love.

Mama, we’re all full of lies.
Mama, we’re meant for the flies.
And right now they’re building a coffin your size,
Mama, we’re all full of lies.

Well Mother, what the war did to my legs and to my tongue,
You should’ve raised a baby girl,
I should’ve been a better son.
If you could coddle the infection
They can amputate at once.
You should’ve been,
I could have been a better son.

And when we go don’t blame us, yeah.
We’ll let the fires just bathe us, yeah.
You made us, oh, so famous.
We’ll never let you go.

She said: "You ain’t no son of mine
For what you’ve done they’re gonna find
A place for you
And just you mind your manners when you go.
And when you go, don’t return to me, my love."
That’s right.

Mama, we all go to hell.
Mama, we all go to hell.
It’s really quite pleasant
Except for the smell,
Mama, we all go to hell.

2 - 3 - 4
Mama! Mama! Mama! Ohhh!
Mama! Mama! Mama! Ma…

[Liza Minelli:] And if you would call me your sweetheart,
I’d maybe then sing you a song

[Gerard Way:] But there’s shit that I’ve done with this fuck of a gun,
You would cry out your eyes all along.

We’re damned after all.
Through fortune and flame we fall.
And if you can stay then I’ll show you the way,
To return from the ashes you call.

We all carry on (We all carry on)
When our brothers in arms are gone (When our brothers in arms are gone)
So raise your glass high
For tomorrow we die,
And return from the ashes you call.

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"Sleep"

Some say, now suffer all the children
And walk away a savior,
Or a madman and polluted
From gutter institutions.
Don’t you breathe for me,
Undeserving of your sympathy,
Cause there ain’t no way that I’m sorry for what I did.

And through it all
How could you cry for me?
Cause I don’t feel bad about it.
So shut your eyes,
Kiss me goodbye,
And sleep.
Just sleep.

The hardest part is letting go of
Your dreams.

A drink for the horror that I’m in,
For the good guys, and the bad guys,
For the monsters that I’ve been.
Three cheers for tyranny,
Unapologetic apathy,
Cause there ain’t no way that I’m coming back again.

And through it all
How could you cry for me?
Cause I don’t feel bad about it.
So shut your eyes,
Kiss me goodbye,
And sleep.
Just sleep.

The hardest parts
The awful things that I’ve seen.

Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.

[Screaming:] Wake up!

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"Teenagers"

They’re gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do

Because the drugs never work
They’re gonna give you a smirk
‘Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They’re gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone’ll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me

The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You’re never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you’re troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone’ll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me

Ohhh yeah!

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone’ll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me

All together now!

Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone’ll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me
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"Disenchanted"

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won’t feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I’m so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I’m gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You’re just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I’m wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We’ll show ‘em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I’m so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I’m gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You’re just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I’m wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah

You’re just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I’m wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You’re just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I’m wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all, at all

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"Famous Last Words"

Now I know
That I can’t make you stay
But where’s your heart?
But where’s your heart?
But where’s your…

And I know
There’s nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change…

So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
A life that’s so demanding
I get so weak
A love that’s so demanding
I can’t speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I’m out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I’m so weak
Is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
A love that’s so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(How can I see, I see you lying) ‘Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I’d never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead

‘Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

‘Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

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"Blood (Hidden Track)"

Well they encourage all complete cooperation,
Send you roses when they think you need to smile.
I can’t control myself because I don’t know how,
And they love me for it honestly, I’ll be here for a while.

So give them blood, blood, gallons of the stuff!
Give them all that they can drink and it will never be enough.
So give them blood, blood, blood.
Grab a glass because there’s going to be a flood!

A celebrated man amongst the gurneys.
They can fix me proper with a bit of luck.
The doctors and the nurses they adore me so,
But it’s really quite alarming cause I’m such an awful fuck. (Oh thank you!)

I gave you blood, blood, gallons of the stuff,
I gave you all that you can drink and it has never been enough.
I gave you blood, blood, blood,
I’m the kind of human wreckage that you love.

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Greetings, my friend, to my Friendster profile-slash-blog page. please wait for the page to load completely to avoid inconveniences on your browsing (//_^). if my page doesnt load really that fast, then maybe..

• its your first time to be here. oie! thanks for the visit! \m/,(//_^)

• the browser you are using is not optimized or compatible with my page, probably you’re using the f*ckin FFox..i use that too. nyahaha

• your internet connection is slow. its really kinda slow nowadays since that earthquake…

• your computer is slow, probably your processor and/or RAM

• all of the above (wtf!), or

• for an unknown reason. maybe you dont deserve to be here in the first place, get your bakaish ass outta here, sucker!!! nyahaha just jokin around \m/,  corny..

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anyway..actually this page is really a friendster blog page (yeah you might have noticed that). i just used a redirection code for you to be warped from my original profile page to here in my blog page. i edited the blog page’s CSS configurations (thanks to Slasher-X for the tutorial), and added some scripts and custom typrelists, etc… and tenteneneeeen, walla! i got myself a ‘presentable’ profile page. heheh. naah, i just dont have the time to make an overlaid profile kasi. heheh. kinda slothy. so might as well utilize my blog page as my profile page for the time being…or for forever…

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this page is really not in its ‘complete form’ yet. complete in a sense that this page will look like what i plan it to be. so what’s the ‘complete form’, sekreto para bibo! nyahaha. of course i wouldnt tell you, baka. there will be no thrill in that, ayt? im still gonna add and/or remove some stuffs. heheh. so, sorry for the inconvenience. page under pressured construction and renovation.

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pls post tags or comments. all are welcome. ill accept them either as compliments, or lies. thank you. hahaha.

- ChArLeS RiEvOnE (ThE FoRsAkEn KiD)

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we not friends yet? then i wanna be your nakama. add me too:

here: pinakamakapangyarihangemailadd@yahoo.com

thanks \m/,(//_^).\m/

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tweaking history/updates:

before 12/27/06 - first time to edit the friendster blog css. gathered raw images and edited them. css editing again. and again. and again. so far, kinda liked the output (//_^). added the chatboxes and hugs counter.

12/28/06 - added the flash navigation

12/29/06 - added the mp3 player (The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance)

12/30/06 - made some layout adjustments. also added the custom cursor

12/31/06 - some script trial and errors

01/01/07 - happy new year! \m/,(//_^).\m/ added the bigger video screenshots on the background

01/02/07 - script trials and errors again. tweaked the visitor map

01/04/07 - replaced the visitor map with a new one

01/06/07 - changed the chatbox. old chatbox posts were also reposted in the new chatbox. currently working on the chatbox customization

01/07/07 - chatbox finalized. working on the addtion of the random quote generator script

01/08/07 - quote generator added

01/09/07 - title bar effects added (beta testing)

01/10/07 - profile page nearing  completion. err, not really that ‘complete’. cuz ill still be adding some stuffs on and on. thanks to all of your comments people \m/,(//_^).\m/

01/12/07 - added the invisible website stat counter/tracker

01/14/07 - changed the layout scheme to 3 columns. title bar effects removed (haai, i kinda liked how it looked, but just caused lagness, a no no for me)

01/15/07 - again changed the visitor map (whew!)

01/16/07 - removed the top banner (to optimize the ‘look’ of my page for FFox users)

01/24/07 - added the ‘latest video’ type list. also added the games. transformed back to the 2 column layout. loading page beta testing.

01/31/07 - added the 3 tracks of the Famous Last Words single CD of My Chemical Romance. also tweaked the flash navi to include additional links of Friendster and opens all links on a new window.